ajkanes's Posts

"I'm losing you."

"Yes. Yes you are."

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When I jump, I jump for Earl.

... But I will never jump for Joy.

#mynameisearl, #memorylane

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Trust nobody.

Love everyone.

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beautiful...

but celibate.

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As die einde kom, nogtans sal ek dit sê. Oor en oor sal ek dit sê. En met hele hart sal ek dit uitleef. Fluisterend, biddend, weenend... sal ek u annspreek en sê:

"Nogmals dankie.
Nogmals... dankie."

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-"all im trying to say is that i can fix it."

-"all im trying so say is that... its... not... broken."

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reposted by emiledi77

portwine stains on your skin.
bruises on mine.

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#enterone, #solseppy

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it doesn't feel like home anymore...

i guess maybe it never did?

i was always an outsider... and now you've let me know it.

so i thank you. i pack my things...
...and i leave.

#goodbye, #alwaysinsecure, #notsafehereanymore, #thankyoufor, #nobitterness, #noanger, #atingeofsadness, #achapterended

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reposted by FixedHero, EmmaEmma2000 and ChrisRota

When you fall down in your suit of armour... i rush to your side with tears in my eyes... and i rip that armour from your body...

shouting joyfully: "the war is over! the fucking war is over!"

and then we both smile.

#pensword

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Finishing my second bottle of wine... they both started out full...

...but I still feel empty.

#urstillsofaraway, #andimstillhere, #waiting

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If your heart must be burdened...

May it be burdened with Joy.

#forLee, #forallofus

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I know... that you know... that I love you.

I don't know if you know... that I know... that you don't love me... with all your heart.

That's why... I don't take your calls anymore.

#anditbreaksmyheart

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And I just want to tell you, it takes everything in me not to call you, and I wish I could run to you, and I hope you know that every time I don't,

I almost do.

Reposted from Raheel

#reposted, #from, #raheel

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"Give up the ghost... stop the haunting baby. Give up the ghost...

I keep going to the river to pray."

Behind my sunglasses... I'm secretly shedding tears.

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Your lips are enticing.
Sweet as sugar.
Laced with poison.

Come on and kiss me anyway.

#sugar

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"Don't give up."

"I'm not giving up... I'm giving in."

#fightthelight

"Don't give up."

"I'm not giving up... I'm giving in."

#fightthelight

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You're leaving.

And I'm gonna miss you.

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reposted by lusoler

I know I'm broken... I just thought I'd remind you...
...that the warranty is still in your bottom drawer.

It's ok. I thought it'd be forever. But you knew better. You knew if I broke you'd never be able to fix me. (p.s. you were wrong... You're the only one who could come close... FYI)

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Drake drops his phone. He picks it up and runs his finger over the cracked screen. "It's okay," he thinks. "Everything breaks, sometimes."

#twitter, #stuffdrakedoes, #akathestoryofmylife

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i has been a bad boy ... but be tankin' you anyway...:

Tanks Susy...

Imma jus be over yier... staring at my allstars and typin' on my phone...

Yoo jus gon' be over der... trynna look a'
me witout gettin coht.

and imma juz b tinkin' lyk: "i see u. i seez yoo"

asItypeitinAllCaps: ILIKEIT

#repeatafterme, #thisisnotamistake

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Writing love letters to my stalker.
When you choose to love me out loud...
...You'll know why I say No.
(and you'll know that I don't mean it...and you'll know to respect my decision anyway...and you'll also know, that I've always known you)

#thatday, #i'mtired, #i'mright, #i'mwrong, #anditsbeautiful

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There's just so many things

That I Can't touch...

I'm torn.

#seewhatIdidthere

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There's nothing where you used to lie... (theBang, theTrinity, theHope, theStranger... ... ...the One)

#reminiscenceseses

I'm all out of faith. This is how I feel. I'm cold and I am shamed, lying naked on the floor. Illusion never changed into something real.

I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn...

#natalieimbruglia, #torn, #memorylane, #whydoesnothingchange

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that awesome moment when i dress so ugly... that it looks good.
(dyamm gwood)

#andyoulovemeanyway

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It was me.
I did it.
No one helped me.

I let you think you spiked my drink.

#guilty

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It was me.
I did it.
No one helped me.

I fell in love with you .

#guilty

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It was me.
I did it.
No one helped me.

I slashed your tyres.

#guilty, @PenSword72

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...and another one bites the dust...

...oh why can I not conquer love?

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You would let me burn. and i... would let you.

for you are wise. kind. beautiful and just.

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i love saving lives. Give me this job...

and watch me do what i love.

#jobinterview, #iamaSurgeon

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reposted by emiledi77

I'm here dancing like no one's watching... but i'm heart achingly grateful that you're in the room with me.

#idoitforyou, #youbringout, #thejoyinme, #notalone

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It's not my
problem
anymore.

But it hurts
just the same
as when it was.

Reposted from JodieT

@JodieT, #truth

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i didnt hear you leave.
i wonder how am i still here...
i don't wanna move a thing, it might change my memory.

i won't go. i wont sleep. i cant breathe...
until you're resting here with me.

#dido, #herewithme, #metonight

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"...and we need to be fearless ..."

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I'm about to drive in the ocean...
Imma try to swim from something
bigger than me.

Kick off my shoes and swim good.
Take off this suit and swim good.

#frankocean, #nevergetsold, #mylife, #onreapeat

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that moment when you dance... even more passionately... all the while knowing that you are destined to dance straight into the fire.

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I
want
to Live
....... Forever.

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That awkward/beautiful moment when the caged bird feels free...

So free in fact, that it feels more real the bars surrounding it.

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I want...

to want to be...

Excellent again.

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I rode the tidal wave...

... and lived.

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I'm angry for a night... im Beautiful for a second...
im worthy for a moment.

I see me. And I love me. hoping you'd do the same. but even if you don't... This moment is greater than you. in the Kindest possible way.

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I am the AIR....

... that breathes life, to the FIRE in you.

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"... Open up my EAGER EYES...

'Cos I'm Mr Brightside...! "

#victory, #soundtrack

talk to me...

pwetty Please. Tell me... Who... You... Are.

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hans Zimmer...
Zewster's breakout ......

= JOY

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You're 3rd eye...

sees Right through me.

And it hurts.
and.... Thank you.

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That moment when you're running as fast as you can... but it's still not fast enough... And you wish that you were dreaming. because in your dreams...

... You can fly.

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I want to not be me. but I'm running out of ways how.

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"Nope... He doesn't talk to me anymore.

He's really powerful and kind... And all that. but no, He doesn't talk to me anymore.

but... I still Love Him."

#no

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"Nope... He doesn't talk to me anymore.

He's really powerful and kind... And all that. but no, He doesn't talk to me anymore.

but... I still Love Him."

#no

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He doesn't care.

He's beautiful... He is almighty... He is Brave and strong...

they say He is merciful... that He values faith, hope and Love above all else...

But He is done with me.

#abandoned

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I smiled like crazy and put on my best clothes...

I look happy in every picture you took that night...

And no one will ever know, that I was dying inside... that I am, literally dying inside.

#literally, #smile, #putonyourbestclothes

my name used to be

Aten

and now
I have no name at all.

it's cold here...

#foresaken, #judged, #nomercy, #nograce

drowning... is not...

easy.

it hurts like crazy. it's quiet... except for my thoughts. and I feel utterly alone. and painfully unloved.

there is no mercy for me.

#drowning, #depression, #loneliness, #fear, #beauty, #hurt

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I miss my family...

TPK
ADK
AJK
EMK
Zaza
Mars

if you push me away, just be sure that's what you want, because...

... if you push me away...

I will let you.

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My name
is
Aten

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Beautiful
Trinity
*

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Don't come too close;
I might love you :)

Reposted from 2schaa

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"Somehow the motivation
has gone. And you're sitting
in a quiet little rage feeling
abused and helpless. - Where
have you given away your
power? In what way has
your lack of courage dragged
you somewhere you have
no wish to go?"

07/08/2005

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"I will answer the call. I will stand up. I will commit myself to this truth...

I... will... be...

Your Witness."

#despair, #depression

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... loving you.

#sin, #lovingyouisasin, #andiIloveyouanyway

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FYI: just because you're beautiful...

it doesn't mean you can abuse my kindness.

#heartbreak

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faithfaithfaithfaithfaith
faithfaithfaithfaithfaith

#faith

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All that I have... is the Truth to defend me.

I am at your mercy your Honour... And if you don't believe me, what else can I say?

#mercy, #truth, #lies, #love, #desperation

... it's just another four lettered word...

... And yet it means so much.

#hope, #love, #self

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The currency of choice, is repercussion...

That is how we pay for the choices we make.

#eyeswideopen, #atmymostvulnerable, #atmystrongest

And I just want to tell you, it takes everything in me not to call you, and I wish I could run to you, and I hope you know that every time I don't,

I almost do.

Reposted from Raheel

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How do I even begin to put on a brave face?

(left the house without taking my medication)

#happypills, #medication, #bravery, #anxiety

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Where do we go from here?
Where do we go from here...?

Understand we'll go hand in hand... But we'll walk alone in fear.

So tell me, where do we go from here?

#buffy, #musical, #oncemorewithfeeling

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"When I jump, I jump for Earl. But I will never jump for Joy."

#mynameisearl

#hope

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"Let us risk remembering that we never stop silently loving those we once loved out loud..."

#TM

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let down yet again... thank God im getting used to this.

it hurts so much less.

#gratitude

You're afraid to tell people how you feel because it will destroy them, so you bury it deep inside yourself where it destroys you •

Reposted from Lirpae..

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what a way to go... Wow.
what a way to go.

Don't resent the broken for being broken.

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reposted by emiledi77

there are 8 ways to say I love you.

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where you see tragedy... I only see beauty. and freedom. and peace. there is a treasure waiting for me on the ocean floor.

You are all the beauty that I'll ever need.

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He is a bad man... but he is a beautiful man. he leads me into temptation... And I go willingly. even though I know it's wrong. he makes me feel special... He makes me feel beautiful. and when I fall into disaster, I hope that I hold on to the memory of being breath-taking. even if it was a lie... to me it was real. if only for a moment.

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"There is no curse in Elvish, Entish, or the tongues of men for this treachery."

Akasia, South Africa

#treachery

but... I don't want to slay the jabberwoky.

I don't want to slay anything.

You haven't seen the season 10 finale...?!?

Everyone getting married and having babies...

I'm just over here like: "What SNEAKERS do I wear today???"

Reposted from acos2

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... but... but I love you!!
(!?)

Akasia, South Africa

#disbelief

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And even though the pillars of the earth come crashing down around me... still I will say, truly,

that I am

OK.

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"Dear Deity...

... And a cure for HIV.
Amen. "

#prayer, #cure

give

credit

where credit

is due.

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"There were tears...

But also laughter...

Such is life, I guess."

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You be trippin'...

an' you knows it.

(but I still gots lov fo ya)

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Be good.
Be kind.
Be WISE.
Be gentle.
Be loving.

#, #good

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some are playing hard to get while i'm playing hard to want

Reposted from inshaneity

if I say
"I love you"
too often...
does it end up losing its meaning?

Akasia, South Africa

#Love, #hope, #despair

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Goal for this morning:

"Do not despair... "

Akasia, South Africa

#hope;, #despair;, #good, #morning

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sometimes absence does not make the heart grow fonder...

sometimes absence...

forces the heart to forget.

Akasia, South Africa

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I'm waiting... for that moment. after the dust settles and I realise I am me again... that precious moment.

Akasia, South Africa

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