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Doing
It
Very
Awesomely

#diva

Once I know that someone hates me, I'll make sure that I go out of my way to piss them off, because that's the adult thing to do

#humor, #humour, #fun, #asshole

I like flaws.

I think they make life more interesting!

#justme, #whoiam, #real, #flaws

Trusting you is my decision.

Proving me right is your choice

#trust, #faith, #loyalty

I'm grateful for my weird, psycho, insane, totally messed up friends. Normal people scare the crap out of me!

#weird, #friends, #misfit, #misfits

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Once you've accepted your own flaws, no one can use them against you!

#justme, #whoiam, #real, #flaws

Everyone keeps saying to "follow your dreams"

So I'm back in bed

#humour, #humor, #fun, #dreams

I'm shy at first but I do the stupidest random things when I get comfortable with someone

#whoiam, #justme, #shy, #comfortable, #random

- Monday
- Tuesday
- Wednesday
- Thursday
- Friday

- I blinked

- Monday

#fun, #humor, #humour, #weekend, #noweekend

How the hell did I get to be so old, it only feels like last year I left High School

#humor, #humour, #fun, #justme

I am a bad influence but....

Damn I'm fun!!

#humour, #humor, #fun

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If I had meant as much to you as you said that I did....

You wouldn't have been able to just let go the way that you did!

#abandoned, #abandon, #left, #unwanted, #notneeded

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People who use other people as stepping stones will one day lose their balance

#karma, #abuse, #abused

I love the sound of heavy rain and thunder on a dark night.

I find it so peaceful

#rain, #thunder, #relaxing, #relax, #night

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When someone tells you to "Expect the Unexpected"

Slap them in the face and ask them if they expected it!!

#humour, #humor, #fun

I hold a Beast, an Angel and a Madman within me.

It's your choice on who you meet!

#justme, #whoiam, #karma, #life

Never get so comfortable in pain that you forget that happiness is still an option.

#survivor, #survival, #life, #happiness, #hope

I am a fully rounded human being....

I have a degree from the university of life!

A diploma from the school of hard knocks!

And 3 Gold stars from the kindergarten of getting the shit kicked out of me!

#whoiam, #justme, #hardlife, #life, #survivor, #survival

I like messy people; people who dont fit in a box or stay between the lines, but whose integrity is greater than any rule book and whose loyalty is stronger than blood.

#loyalty, #loyal, #faithful, #integrity, #commitment

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It is important that you keep your feelings and your self worth in different places because when your feelings get hurt it shouldn't change how you view yourself.

#selfbelief, #selfworth, #worth, #value, #feelings

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I wish you love, peace and happiness in everything that you do as you journey through life

#love, #peace, #happiness, #life

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** NOTICE **

Just an advanced warning!!

Boldomatic will be unavailable on February 30th & 31st 2020

#humor, #humour, #fun, #boldomatic, #february

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I went to the toilet today without my phone.

There are 232 tiles in the bathroom

#humor, #humour, #fun

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Instead of a "Do not disturb" sign, I need one that says "Already disturbed, proceed with caution!"

#humor, #humour, #fun

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I miss you!

Well I did miss you, until I started thinking about how you f**ked me over and f**ked me up emotionally, and all the time that I wasted on you.

Now? I'm just like...
"No thanks, f**k that sh*t!"

#nothanks

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My ex text saying that she had missed me!

My mind went through all the memories.

Before my mind had finished reminiscing my heart screamed...
"No thanks!!"

#nothanks

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When drama knocks on your door, you can say "No thanks" without feeling guilty for the sake of your own sanity

#nothanks

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I've got to a point where I want to live an unbullshitafied life!

#nothanks, #simplelife, #nobullshit

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Sometimes I wish that I could delete people

#hurt, #abused, #used, #brokenheart, #brokenhearted

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If you think that you have no reason to live because no one knows your heart, then maybe that is why it is still beating, for someone to get to know it

#love, #hope, #strength, #motivation

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When I say
"I won't tell anyone"

My best friend doesn't count

#bestfriend, #trust, #confidence, #secret, #secrets

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The only true disability in life is a bad attitude.

#selfbelief, #integrity, #belief, #attitude

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If they miss you, they'll call you.

If they want you, they'll say it.

If they care, they'll show it.

If not, they can't be worth your time because obviously you are not worth theirs.

#commitment, #commit, #loyalty, #loyal, #care

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Never apologize for saying what you feel. That's like saying sorry for being real.

#real, #bereal

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I may not be perfect but at least I'm not fake

#justme, #whoiam, #real

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Dear Cupid

We need to talk about your aim

#love, #brokenheart, #brokenhearted

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All I think about is you....

#you, #justyou, #love, #desire

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Love the person who saw you when you were invisible

#love, #acceptance, #unwanted, #lost, #care

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Find the strength and beauty within yourself and let everyone see you for just that.

#strength, #innerstrength, #beauty, #innerbeauty, #motivation

Even the darkest of the night can become the most magnificent early bright.

#strength, #innerstrength, #motivation

Just because I let you go, doesnt mean I wanted to.

#alone, #lost, #withoutyou

Sometimes youll have to dig a little bit deeper to find peace. Sometimes there will be a greater search for it inside yourself. But it is there. It is always there, for peace is a part of who you are. Its just a matter of finding it.

#innerstrength, #strength, #motivation

I miss you but you seem just fine without me.

#unwanted, #notneeded, #abandoned

Too Dave or not too Dave, to some would be the question.

But a more appropriate question for me would be....
Who the smeg is Dave?

#dave

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My looks really have nothing to do with why you'll never find another me. My heart. My honesty. My loyalty. My realness. I promise you won't find it in anyone else

#whoiam, #real, #honesty, #loyalty, #justme

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Don't lose your star player by trying to entertain your fans

#loyal, #loyalty, #commitment, #commit, #faithful

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reposted by CurrentNobody

I was abandoned as a very young child, and have been abandoned by so many others throughout my life and often at times when I've needed them the most.
Yet I'm still here with both care and love in my heart, still trying to love, still trying to be happy. Still trying to make others happy

#abandoned, #whoiam, #justme, #survivor

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I'll always care about you. I care about you now and I'll care about you tomorrow. Even if you piss me off, hurt me, walk out my life or even if we never talked again. I'd still care about you. I've always cared and I always will

#whoiam, #care, #careaboutyou, #justme, #love

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Life is all about balance...

Be kind, but don't let people abuse you.

Trust, but don't be deceived.

Be content, but never stop improving yourself.

#lifebalance, #selfbelief, #whoiam

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I am who I am.

Your approval is not needed.

#survivor, #justme, #selflove, #approval

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My heart constantly swings back and forth between the need for routine and the urge to run.

#survival, #routine, #change, #whoiam, #justme

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I didn't fall in love with you because I was lost or lonely.

I fell in love with you because after getting to know you, I realized that I wanted to make you a permanent part of my world

#love, #inlove

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An emotional wound requires the same priority attention as a physical wound.

#survival, #verbalabuse, #emtionalabuse, #abuse, #abusive, #survivor

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Yesterday someone said to me, "I would have never guessed that you've been through what you have, you carry yourself so well!"
It was then that I realized, it's not what happens to you, it's how you handle it

#survivor, #survival

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Ladies Valentine's Special:
Minimum fee $2,500
You'll be taken to a secluded cabin away from your other-half & kids, held for 4 days. A fake ransom note can be supplied.
You'll be pampered & spoiled with massages, spa baths, etc, all your meals cooked including wine!

#Valentine's, #valentines, #humour, #humor, #fun, #ladies, #lady

Valentine's Special Offer:
Minimum fee $1,000

We will arrest you in front of your wife & release you in 4 days.
Service includes camping fee, fishing license, tent & supplies including beer.

We will come in full police uniforms & blue lights

#Valentine's, #valentines, #humour, #humor, #fun

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I know I mess things up and believe me I am sorry that I do.

I only hope that you do know that I am sorry and how much that I am sorry

#sorry, #apology

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Survivors of any and all abuse become very good at anticipating the mood of others, looks, actions, all of it in an effort to survive. Believing that if we can be agreeable be compliant and loving, do things how they want. That we will be safe.
This becomes our way of life!

#abuse, #survivor, #abusive, #survival

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I always mess things up.
No matter what I do.

Honesty, caring for other people,
it doesn't matter.

I am just a mess

#justme, #justamess

Unless you are a survivor of emotional abuse, you've no idea what it means to fight daily battles in your head with a person you no longer have any contact with.
Verbal, emotional and physical abuse has residual effects on a survivor.
You don't just "Get over it"

#abuse, #abusive, #emtionalabuse, #physicalabuse, #verbalabuse

When autocorrect changes it from ducking

#NSFW

I was bought a new decal for my truck of a sexy girl that read "better than my wife" but in small print added "I think not".

Now my wife won't talk to me, I wish I'd bought it for myself years ago

#NSFW

I used to think that my mind could cope with my colleagues but now it's Not Safe For Work

#NSFW

I keep telling myself that I don't need anyone.

The reality is that no one needs me...

#notneeded, #unimportant, #notwanted, #notloved

I watch your actions more closely than I listen to your words.

The more your actions become questionable the more I distance myself from you, until one day you'll look for me and I won't be there

#trust, #betrayal

Valentine's Day Idea:

Let's go bar hopping and fake a proposal in each one so people buy us drinks all night and we get drunk for free

#humour, #humor, #fun, #Valentine's, #valentines

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I know that I cannot compete for you.
There are far too many others who want you and who are able to distract you from me, for me to ever stand a chance with you.
So I'm not going to be hurt anymore by trying to win your heart when it is something that I cannot do

I know that I cannot compete for you, so what's the point in me even trying to do so?
Far too many others want you and are able to distract you from me, for me to stand a chance.
So I'm not going to get hurt anymore by trying to win your heart.
Stay safe. Be happy

It hurts because you give the most sacred parts of your heart and share the most vulnerable pieces of your soul with someone who does nothing but use you then leave. Only returning when it's convenient to them!

#abusive, #abuse, #emtionalabuse, #narcissist

When someone gives you that zero judgement kind of love, knows how to be a friend and feeds your soul.

Hold on to them tight.

They are worth more than gold!

#real, #reallove

Anyone who really gets to know me, either falls in love with me or ends up wanting to murder me.

Sometimes both!

#justme, #fun

Don't change yourself to win someone's heart.
Stay true and you'll find someone who likes you for who you are

#realyou, #beyourself

One thing that makes me angry is when someone makes their partner feel crazy for the suspicions that they had when they were doing exactly what was being questioned

#betrayal, #trust

It's no coincidence that they will start a relationship with the same person that they claimed they had nothing going on with

#trust, #betrayal

Have you ever felt a connection with someone?

Not in lust or how they look, but in the richness of their soul & the vibes that they give out

#real, #love

I have flaws, hell I have many flaws. I have imperfections beyond your wildest nightmares. I get addicted too easily. I love too much. I give too fast. I give up too often and I fight too hard. But I'm not changing anytime soon. Yes, I have flaws but they balance out with the good qualities

#real, #bereal

Every high school should have mandatory classes which teach kids...
Basic cooking, First Aid, Sewing, Change a tire/oil, Mental Health Awareness, Doing Taxes, etc

THINGS THAT THEY NEED IN EVERYDAY LIFE!

#real, #life, #lifeskills

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I know that I am unimportant, ugly, stupid, worthless to you.

You don't need to keep reminding me

#unimportant, #notloved, #notneeded, #emtionalabuse, #treatment

I am not just here for your amusement when you are bored, or when everyone else you would rather be with or talk with is busy.
I am not just some toy that you can pick up and play with as & when you feel like it!
I may not be worth much to you but my own self-worth says differently!

#selfworth, #bereal, #real

I'm going to treat people in the same way that I am treated.

#real, #selfworth

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If she is a badass with a heart of gold, soft but strong, unapologetic yet humble, determined and honest.

She is the type of woman that you go to war beside not against

#strength, #war

I wonder if people realize that when you've been made to feel unimportant, not wanted or needed, unloved for almost all of your life that it can take only a small change in behavior to bring it all back to the surface with such force that it can drain your very soul leaving you feeling empty again

#empty, #unimportant, #notloved, #not, #wanted, #notneeded

I'm an extroverted introvert. That means that I'll either talk your ear off or I'll be like a Buddhist monks vow of silence.

There is no inbetween

#extrovert, #introvert, #justme

Things like going to the bar, all night parties, etc., are not fun to me anymore.

Road trips, museums, star gazing, watching the sun rise and set. The simple things in life....
That's fun to me

#life, #fun, #enjoyment

My ex used to use the silent treatment as a way of punishment. She knew how bad my anxiety was & yet wouldn't respond for days at a time.

Emotionally abusive relationships can really mess you up. Even years later!

#emtionalabuse, #abusive, #treatment, #abuse

If I were given the chance to be with you, I'd take it in an heartbeat.

No hesitations
No contemplation
No regrets

#love, #real

All I need is someone who won't give up on me

#hope, #love

Angels do exist but sometimes they don't have wings but walk beside us and we are lucky enough to call them friends

#bestfriend

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Some days I amaze myself.

Other days, I look for my phone while holding it

#selfhumor, #selfhumour, #funny

A best friend is always there when you have nothing and more importantly when you feel like nothing

#bestfriend, #bestie, #bff

Just because you think that you don't look like somebody who is attractive, that doesn't mean that you are not attractive!

Flowers are pretty and so are Christmas lights and they look nothing alike!

#innerbeauty, #beyourself, #encouragement, #realyou

You can't force someone to feel any certain way about you.

You can only be you and the right ones will love you for it

#beyourself, #real

A Rose is not always meant for proposing love it also means

R - Rare
O - Ones
S - Supporting
E - Entire Life

Be a rose for someone forever.

#love, #encouragement

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Just because someone treated you badly that is not a reflection on who that you are as a person, it is a reflection on who they are and on their horrible heart

If I tell you about my past it is because I want you to know what makes me who I am today not so you can try to use it against me!

#realyou, #past

I can be very cold hearted when needed, but as my friend Olaf said "Some people are worth melting for"

#coldhearted, #love

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I will never know why you were able to abandon me so very easily, despite everything that you ever said to me

#notwanted, #notneeded, #abandoned

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I know that I am not important to you.
I know that will never change.

I will always care for you and love you, even though you abandoned me the way that you did, making it look so very easy for you to do

You ignore me, you act like I don't exist.

We both know that things were not meant to be this way.

But just like everyone else you took my fears and used them against me

You don't want to talk to me anymore, there is nothing that I can do to change that.
We both know that this is not how things were meant to be.
But just like for everyone else, I'm easily replaced, forgettable and not worth you fighting for

Ignore me as much as you want, you forget that is how others have always treated me

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My page will have you thinking that I'm single, taken, cruising, broken hearted, in love, cold hearted, a saint or a freak.

So don't lurk for clues because you will never figure me out!

I'm not going to delete you or block you. Rather I'm going to leave you sitting there on my friends list, so that you can see that the damage that you tried to cause did not work!!

#abusive, #abuse, #survivor, #survival

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I will fight for you.... But I will never fight over you!

If you are entertaining someone else then they can have you!!

Just let me hide within the beats of your heart, and let me get lost within your soul

I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you

Good luck trying to figure out why I post what I do....

I may be going through it.

It might be to help others.

It might be directed at someone.

I may just find it funny

If you give me 100%

I will give you 100%

If you give me 50%

I will give you zero

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You can't make anyone appreciate what you have to offer, that is something that they have to learn on their own.
Sometimes, no matter what you do, you will never be enough.
But that is not your fault, it is theirs for failing to appreciate what you have to offer

Not everything that I post is because I am going through it.
I also post to let others know that they are not alone, to give them encouragement & hope.
I also post things that are directed at a particular person or set of people.
Good luck trying to figure out which one is which!!!

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I'M FLAWED LIKE A MF, BUT MY HEART IS PURE AND THE LOVE I GIVE IS REAL

If I end up blocking you then it doesn't mean that I am being petty, childish or that you "won", it means that I prioritize my peace.

I drew the conclusion that your presence is toxic to my environment. So, I no longer permit your access to my space.

I was going to look for my missing watch but I couldn't find the time.

My Facebook password has been hacked again, thats the third time I've had to rename the cat.

I have embraced the fact that I am destined to live alone with my brittle soul

I have been replaced, lied to, cheated on, forgotten and treated like I am worthless.

I am used to it!

If your absence doesn't affect them, then your presence never mattered to them

Distance yourself from people who:

1: Lie to you
2: Disrespect you
3: Use you
4: Put you down

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The wrong person makes you beg for their attention, affection, love and commitment.

The right person gives you these things because they love you

#abusive, #abuse, #notwanted, #unimportant, #notneeded, #notloved

The hardest pill that I have ever had to swallow was learning that no matter how good that you could be to someone, no matter how much that you love them; they can & will turn their back on you and there is absolutely nothing that you can do except for trying to move forward

Who am I?

I'm just a dreamer, a hopeful romantic, unsupervised in a world full of eyes, fighting for what lies beyond appearances. Trying to find my way....
To somewhere I belong

I just got to a point where I decided that I want to live an unbullshitafied life

#simplelife, #nobullshit

The size of your bank balance; what possessions that you have; what job, if any, that you have; what you look like....
Does not impress me.

It is your heart, soul and mind that I am interested in and what impresses me

Never wish anyone any pain.

That's not who you are.

If they caused you pain, then they must have pain inside.

Wish them healing.
That's what they need!

There is only one way to win with toxic people and that's not to play

People often ask "I wonder who will still be standing by my side in 10 years time?"

I wonder who will be there next week

I love the 3am version of people....

Vulnerable.
Honest.
Real.

They show their true self when they feel like that

Most people now a days don't love, they just find a temporary attachment for entertainment

When you become really close to someone, you can hear their voice in your head when you read their texts

Maybe I am just too messed up for anyone to be with

I saw my "crazy" side once and I decided that I wouldn't and couldn't be involved with anyone that would take me out of my peace like that ever again

I really do wonder if anyone would genuinely miss me if I wasn't here?

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Once you hit a certain age, you become permanently unimpressed by a lot of shit

You know too much psychology

When you can't get mad because you understand everyone's reasons for doing everything

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We are all just a bunch of weirdos trying to figure out what the heck we're doing here.

We are all crazy and we're all struggling.

Some of us are just more honest about it!

I know that I am not everyone's cup of sunshine.

But for once I just want to be someone's

I know that I can't fight anymore

I'm too much of a complicated mess and that's the last thing that you need

I don't know why I always end up saying or doing the wrong thing and as a result always end up messing everything up

I know that all I have to offer is myself. I know that means that I can never compete for anyone. I wonder if just myself will ever be enough for anyone

The only person that has ever wanted me for who I am is the Police

I just want someone who will always choose me every time over everyone else no matter what anyone tries to take them away

I have always put others first, for once I want to be the priority for someone

The one thing that I have always wanted is someone who will always choose me over everyone else

I have fought for others so much that I don't have much fight left in me.
I need someone who will always choose me over anyone else and who will fight to stay with me when the world is trying to pull them away from me

I don't need someone who sees the good in me.

I need someone who sees the bad in me but still wants me

I'm putting myself up for adoption.

Does anyone want me?

It gets quiet when you realize that someone has forgotten you.
But it gets even more quiet when you see that you have been
REPLACED!

I'm always either used, replaced or forgotten, I understand that. But what I don't understand is why!

I always try my hardest to make people happy and to mean something to them.

But it never works!
I'm always worth nothing to everyone, every time

I know that I am so very easily replaced, everyone has always shown me that.

I just wonder if I will ever be enough for anyone?

#abandoned, #replaced, #notenough

It's better to just quietly miss someone rather than to let them know and get no response

I wonder if anyone is glad to have me in their life?

I've been used and abused, lied to, cheated on, forgotten, replaced.

Yet I'm still here with a heart full of love.

I don't think anyone wants it though

#notwanted, #unimportant, #notneeded, #notloved

I wish the "go offline" button existed in real life

Whoever did voodoo on my love life can chill now. I've learnt my lesson

A true friend is someone who knows how crazy that you are and is still willing to be seen in public with you

Nobody glows more than a woman who has finally let the hurt go

Everyone has their own super power....

Mine is the ability to make everyone else feel cared for, wanted, needed and loved; while I'm left feeling alone, lonely, unwanted and unloved

If you hang around me long enough I will convince you to believe in yourself and know that you can achieve anything

Dear best friend:
Just a daily reminder that you are beautiful and
I love you

I still care.

I'm just done showing it

Jealousy can show your real feelings for someone without you even realizing it

No matter how many messed up people that I meet in my life, I will always have a good heart. No one will ever change that

I'm attracted to the extreme light and the extreme dark. I'm interested in the human condition and what makes people tick. I'm interested in the things that people try to hide

There's one thing that you should know about people who mean everything that they say.

They think that everyone else does to

Right now someone is out there wondering what it would be like to meet someone like you

It is said that...
"right now someone who you haven't met is out there wondering what it would be like to meet someone like you"

If that is so, can someone please direct them towards me

I think that I am just destined to be alone.

Not complaining, just simply accepting what I now believe

Sometimes a man's purpose in a womans life is to make her into a better version of herself for someone else

Some of us are destined to be alone, for our purpose on earth is to share and build others up into being the best that they can be for someone else

I can't fight for you anymore. It's not that I don't love you anymore because I certainly do love you, but I just can't fight anymore for you

I love you but I can't fight for you because I know that you are busy fighting for someone else

I want to tell you that I love you but I'm afraid of the silence that might follow

I know that all I have to offer is myself, which is worthless and means that I know that I cannot compete for you

I know that I can't compete because all I have to offer is myself

Make no mistake.

My no contact game is so strong that you will start to doubt your own existence

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Never belittle anyone who is making progress in their life, a small unseen step may be all they can make on a particular day but that step forward is still a victory for them

I'm ugly but my heart is full of love for you

I hide behind my smile when in reality my world could be crashing down around me because I've learnt that not many really care about you

Hurt my son or his mom and the hoards of hell will come crashing towards you with me at the front

No matter how bad a day I am having, a smile from my child makes the world a much better place

I am a big mess of contradictions but my heart is pure, my loyalty without doubt and my love for you never ending

On the internet you can be whoever you want to be, so why is it that so many choose to be stupid?

Life can be beautiful when you surround yourself with the right people

What has not killed me should scare you

Just because you are broken does not mean that you are worthless. What are your flaws could just be what someone else loves about you

Everyone who you meet as a part to play in your life, the hard part can be working out what that is

I want to make you smile, make you happy. We both know that is what I can do.
But.....
The physical distance makes us both unhappy

When you look life it can be summed up in three words ....

"What the F**K!!"

But when others view your life, they see your strength, courage and determination. Your story can be the inspiration that others need!

Unicorns are real you've just got to be special enough to know that

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