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eat.
work.
play.
dream.
laugh.
panic.
hope.
smile.
sleep.

repeat.

She can't help it...
She's got the soul of a poet and the emotional makeup of a junkyard dog.

• Stephen King

I still love you.
I still hope with you.
I still dream about you.
I still wish for you.
I still believe we are,
and can be, better;
than this...• apa

Of course I'm gonna* answer your hatred, your folly, and your disbelief, with love, understanding, and faith. Sweetheart, you can come sit beside me, pretending whatever you want. I'm going to be me, always; every time. Maybe you should ask yourself why you really wanted to
sit with me... • apa

I just don't understand, when this became a "war" and we became enemies, fighting on opposite sides, instead of against what ails the world, together.

Every single thing you think is "wrong" about you, somebody wants to hold; somebody wants to love.

I can go to the ends of the earth for you, if you can go to the ends of an argument with me.

The universe does not revolve around any of us. Rather, we are all a part of it, and it is a part of us. And certain people will find us, again and again. And their presence makes it feel bigger, and freer, and more hopeful... • apa

The root words of "swastika" and "confederate," are about "well/good being," and "together/joining in league or covenant," respectively. Both were used as symbols of the exact opposite. The confederate flag, like the nazi flag, should be in a museum, only, so we never forget.

Don't you know?

STRUGGLING TO CHANGE WITHOUT CHANGING.

real beauty is
indefinable

the rain only becomes dirty when you open your mouth to taste it.

dinner plans:

garlic mushroom quinoa

one pot zucchini mushroom pasta

clean no bake peanut butter pie

I must tell you:
Loving you, is no random act of kindness, or matter of course.
Your place in my heart - your placement in my life - is as unique, special, beautiful, and necessary,
as you.
You need to know that. Don't ever wonder. • apa

Funny how I blind myself,
I never knew
If I was sometimes played upon, afraid to lose

I'd tell myself,
what good you do
Convince myself
It's my life, don't you forget
It's my life, it never ends
(It never ends)
• Talk Talk

I asked an old man: "Which is more important, to love or to be loved?"

The old man replied: "Which is more important to a bird, the right wing or the left wing?"

And
sometimes,
against all
odds, against
all logic,
we still hope.

COME IN.
SIT ON THE BED.
TAKE OFF YOUR CLOTHES.
I GOTTA TALK TO YOU.

I'm far from perfect.
But I will be perfect
for that imperfect
someone who is
perfect for me.

i woke up to my nightmare and found myself still afraid of the reality that was you. i guess time can never erase fears that seeped into your soul for years.

all you are is
but a surreal
promise that
will never be
fulfilled.

i am somewhat compelled to be sociable today.

i mind that you are not here. i know you have to leave. and when i wake up at 2 am to see your side empty, that is when i am physically reminded that you are no longer beside me.

It's like a little kid, a little boy, looking at colors, and no one told him what colors are good, before somebody tells you you shouldnt like pink because thats for girls, or you'd instantly become a gay two-year-old. Everyone's born confident, and everything's taken away from you.

ok, so why is everyone hating on the name "north"? I mean one of US top name is nevaeh which spells backwards the word "heaven". and you thought north is actually a bad name and no one is talking about how penn jillette named his kid
"Moxie CrimeFighter".
yea go on, go on.

I'm going now
I will see him, and smile
I will hold him in my broken arms
And I will feel no pain
He will look at me, and smile
And he will know none of my failures
We'll walk through dusk
And talk of wonderous* things; only

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before

close the door

lose the key

leave my heart on the mat for me

Some days I'm humbled
And wondering how the fuck
You deal with my shit

you've always loved stoking fires and seeing how much it burns bright. nevermind how much the afterglow or the blaze it turns into. i guess you thought it was flowers growing that you doused it with water.

come hither, all you damaged things. i am a well in search of water to give nourishment to the thirsty and life to the needy. my brick walls maybe cracked but you will find a place in my well, befitting to all those found no comfort elsewhere.

if you will love
me half-heartedly,
i don't need that.
you can take that
poison elsewhere.

If just one person had
the balls to straight up tell me that my words were so meaningless and/or annoying, I would have stopped speaking;
long ago.

Dont make me choose between you and food because I would miss you.

failing to plan is planning to fail.

Ask me how people can love each other from great distances, and I'll tell you how people can live, side by side, for years, with no love between them.

Unfortunately, this can apply to people hurting each other, too. Fortunately, it can apply to healing, also. Your choice.

if you love her to the point of madness,
she will become it.

- Brad Pitt, A Secret of Love

wake up wanting the one with the pretty face but you'll lie awake thinking of the one that made you laugh and kept you guessing

“And it was so cold then, and so silent, and I loved you so much. Now its hot, and dead quiet again, and I love you still.”

- John Green

go ahead, call me insane.

because it is easier for you to tell your friends I'm crazy than to admit you made a mistake.

sometimes it's easier to pretend that you don't care, than to admit it's killing you'

The thing about chaos, is that while it disturbs us, it too, forces our hearts to roar in a way we secretly find magnificent.

• Christopher Poindexter

we > our mistakes

Because passion is an indomitable fire, that makes us all moths.

I'm sorry.
I thought you knew...

That ever since it became,

all about you.

It was always,

only you. • apa

If the sky starts to fall, stay with me. There are a lot of unburned bridges I left around, that we can cross.

And what if "Hell" is just a kind of freedom we haven't fully considered?

Freedom from guilt, shame, judgment and even hatred. Even, when it hurts, it's still a kind of love.

Maybe we're taught to
fear it, for just that reason.

Sometimes, I think the only truth that matters, is her voice, breaking and incomprehensible, in release.

And sometimes, I think it's the only truth I want to hear, at all.

This scares me, a little.

But, I will bleed my mouth dry, to tell you.

i deserve nothing
less than spontaneity,
a wild heart, great laughter at 3 in the morning, soft kisses
and undeniable love.

And I love it, when you drip all over me, and run down my hands, all over my face; because that's how I know you're enjoying it, too...

I want someone who'll sit on a rooftop with me at 2am & tell me their fav songs and their family problems, & how they think the earth was made.

A.M., the slumberer
Chainsaw by his side
Wants to knock the sun on its ass
Spies the clock from one open eye
A few more minutes, his only wish
But it's too late, 'cause now he needs to piss...

To me, home was never a place; it was a feeling. It was the way the people I loved said my name.

With a little less fear.
With a lot less anger.
With an absence of pride.
Try again. • apa

...And whatever it was. My silly. My cry. My rock. My Sword. My Pen. My Anger. My defense. My pride. My question. My fear. My try. My fail. My fall. My rise. My word...My run. My crawl. My advance. My retreat. My music. My bad poetry...My stupid. My stubborn... I was always about the love. • apa

just like our eyes,
our hearts have a
way of adjusting
to the dark.

i kissed
a boy and
i didn't
like it.

Truth always comes to the surface.

No lie or omission is a protection from the hurt.

It will only cause more.

Just say it.

he held her like
a seashell
and listened to
her heart.

your demons and
mine want to have dinner some time.

how age cripples you with wisdom

deleting my school to focus on boldomatic

what's the point of cute boys if I can't have one?

We all think we're smart
until we try to turn on
someone else's shower.

...listening to a song and
remembering exactly what life
was like when you first heard it.

Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in your joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all, because once you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand.
- Margery Williams

It is pride and doubt,
which keep me earthbound. They weigh down my wings, with the soot of lifetimes of longing for you. And when I forget the blessings, in remembering the curses of this, I am fallible, and prone to seem impatient. But never* doubt me. I am still here; waiting... • apa

It's amazing how easily we throw around the word "hate," even for those we only dislike, mildly. Yet, it's so difficult to say the word, "love." Even if it's so strong you can't think.

...I will lead you to the river so you can remember how beautiful it feels to be moved by something that is out of your control. And when our dark periods match, we can breathe with the grass and look at the night sky. The stars will remind us of the beauty in our struggles and we won't feel lost anymore. • E. A.

I'm often difficult to love. I go through dark periods like the moon and I hide from myself. But I promise I will kiss your wounds when they're hurting. Even if they're in your soul, I can find them with the light in my fingertips... • E. A.

LIFE DOESN'T HAVE TO BE PERFECT

MOST IMPORTANTLY IT HAS TO BE LIVED

And I understand,
those long walks in the rain, to quiet the voices
that want to rage and scream out. Because, you know it's no use. Only angry words will spill out - and that is not what you mean - to be mean... What you mean is hurt. So, you walk in the rain, and force continued silence. • apa

you know what rhymes with drunk...

sex.

My instincts are to say it all, but your mute is my muzzle and I fear I cannot trust myself to not dig a deeper divide - or my own grave; where doubt and reruns wait for me. Silence is a cage for my words, that seem unwanted; from me... They cry, orphaned, from in here; no air.
Could they die? • apa

With my sunglasses on, I'm Jack Nicholson.

Without them, I'm fat and 60.

Jack Nicholson

Confident? Oh. From over here you just look like an arrogant bastard. Must just be the lighting.

I suppose I could blame all those John Hughes films, but I know I was born this way; to keep pushing/trying...

Somehow, I just can't
learn the lesson: In life, some people actually DO want you to fuck off and leave them alone. Oh well.

If it's mean, disrespectful, condescending, and/or cruel, it's probably about me.

If it's kind, sincere, loving and/or flirty, it's most likely about someone else.

You speak my name and it's as if I'm hearing it for the first time. My breath catches, and I'm lost in a sea of full lips and long eyelashes. What a lovely way to drown; in painful anticipation of the reviving...
Save Me

They tried to bury me.
They didn't know I was a seed.

Moms are so fake when people come over.

I'm addicted to Bold, I should probably seek help.

Wait, let me Bold that.

oh, you want to come along for the ride, buckle up...

the tortured soul routine has become obsolete, the brain is the ultimate computer hit delete

I'm the problem so no, i aint got the solution although I've jumped to conclusions they've brought no resolutions

We all do the best we can, within the context of our experiences, up to that point. New experiences challenge us, and change us, and we fuck-up, and/or backslide, many times. But, we can also change-up, discover and become better.

I love that.

It's best to drop your bad habits before they drop you, i know old habits die hard but I've learned that so do i

If zombies ever attack just go to Costco

they have concrete walls, years of foods and supplies and best of all the zombies can't get in without a Costco membership card

My mind was blown when I realized
OK
is a sideways person.

Hey, what's the Wi-Fi password?

Idiot, we're at a funeral!

All in one Word?

No, you may not axe me a question.

If I ever like your sad post
It is support
I am not enjoying your tears

Just because the people you care about don't like your art, that doesn't mean you're not talented.

Conversely, you can have throngs of fans; that doesn't mean you have talent.

My friend lays in the UC Davis Burn Unit in critical condition on a respirator with 3rd degree burns on 1/3 of her body. If any of you pray please pray for Cindy A.

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia is the fear of long words. Now that's funny!

Very classy, Lady Gaga.

Eternally, Your Monster

Maybe it's
because I've
got scars.
Forever scars.
Scars that tell
a story that ink
never could.

But, keep your rage.
Rage is good.
You can still love. Sometimes, it's the only proof that it still exists.
A tamed animal is still an animal.
Always.
Love on;
with a passionate fury.
• apa

reasons why I stop replying:

1. I'm busy
2. You're boring
3. I'm mad
4. You replied with one word
5. I took a nap and forgot
6. I'm eating

Your vehement, indifference, times the airspeed of your exuberant crush, divided by the mystification of bait and switch, causes a rupture of the space-time continuum, in the wormhole between your head and your asshole.

Your vehement, indifference, times the airspeed of your exuberant crush, divided by the mystification of bait and switch, causes a rupture of the space-time continuum, in the wormhole between your head and your asshole.

And the world says we should worry about time and space, and we should not worry about the opinions of others, or place our feelings of worth or worthlessness in them. And every day runs counter to the theory, in practice.
Space and time don't bother me. So, go forth and fuck what the world says.

He said, "You're my baby."

I replied, "I'd prefer to be an only child."

Twinkle, twinkle little star lead me to the nearest bar!

control your whoremones, slut.

hearing my voice on a recording makes me want to apologize to every single person I've ever talked to.

my grades aren't that bad for a person who has the urge to drop out of school every 25 minutes

has your friend ever asked you to hang out with you and you say you're busy but all you're gonna do is eat the refrigerator and watch some netflix

whatever causes night in our souls may leave stars

This year I'm giving up Lent.

how I talk:

25% swearing
25% sarcasm
50% a combination of both

you want to be on my level?

climb, bitch.

don't you just love it when you don't wear makeup and get asked 30 times if you're sick or upset like no I'm just ugly

You are not a drop in the ocean.
You are the entire ocean in a drop.

(Rumi)

$the only thing I learned in math is that I hate math$

me: *does something bad*

mom: *tells the entire family, tweets, posts on facebook, blogs, tells people in china*

There is always some MADNESS
in LOVE but...
there is also
always some REASON in MADNESS...

Don't ever stop quacking* me up. If you "flew the coop," I'd have to go duck* myself...

Okay, I do that anyway, butt*, still..

CuCAAAW*!!

I miss you most when I'm awake.
It feels like my heart will break. It's easier knowing you feel it too but harder thinking it might hurt you.

Who the hell is Susy?

Seems like common sense, that it's hard to be about fighting for love, while you've got "Let it go" on repeat in your heart...

But, I'm kinda* crazy, so... Yeah.

Change is much more than just some coins in your pocket.

Due to recent budget cuts, the light at the end of the tunnel has been turned off.

Three people sleeping together is called a threesome.

Two people sleeping together is a twosome.

Guess that's why people call me handsome.

our phones fall down, we panic.

our friends fall down, we laugh.

life is short... eat dessert first

Don't start an argument
with a girl because we
all have 45030194 GB
memories and will bring
up something you did at
14:27PM on 23/04/2008

Happiness is a matter of choice. Some people choose to be happy, and others choose disappointment and frustration.

A lack of compassion can be a vulgar as an excess of tears.

A woman just came up and asked me if I knew where to find all the important answers in life.

Apparently "Google" wasn't the answer she was expecting.

Love is a word said today and forgotten tomorrow.

Mr. Sandman, bring me a dream.

u??s ???? ??,i ???? ?s??n? ??? ?i? ????

Waking up to find no notifications on your phone is the modern day equivalent of being a leper.

It is important to make friendships that are deeper than gossiping and drinking and smoking and going out.
Make friends who you can go get breakfast with, make friends you can cry with, make friends who support your life goals and believe in you.

I broke up with my gym we were just not working out

If you can't have what you love, learn to love the things you've got.

I've resolved to break up with the word "settle," even though we've been together so long.
I wasn't happy with it. Not ever.

Better grab my dumbrella.

It's really stupid out there today.

the only valentine's day cards
I'll accept are credit cards

if i worked at a restaurant on Valentine's Day, i would put fake engagement rings in all the ladies glasses.

Am I the only one who has dozens of "perfect" shoes that have never actually been worn?

my dreams are not unlike yours...

they long for the safety...

and break like a glass chandeleir...

time is such a slut...

she screws everybody

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I have a massive fear that no one actually likes me, rather everyone is just politely tolerating me hoping I leave them alone

I have a massive fear that no one actually likes me, rather everyone is just politely tolerating me hoping I leave them alone

may the bridges I burn light the way

No matter what challenge life gives us, it's really important to look for the gift in it.

I have a massive fear that no one actually likes me, rather everyone is just politely tolerating me hoping I leave them alone

UNFORTUNATLY
During Meal Service
This Is Non Smoking
AREA ..

We Appologise
For Your
Slightly Extended

LIFESPAN

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Something in your soul, sought out that soul. If you think it was random, or just for your entertainment, you're the only one who's been fooled.

She, is an ocean,
mistaken for a puddle.
You cannot sidestep the love she'll drown you in...
And She, is a universe, disguised as a fortress. You can't escape the black hole of her heart, that will collapse in on itself, as self-protection. And how do they love each other? Oh...how they do... • apa

Don't tag me in nonsensical posts riddled with grammatical errors.

It makes me want to smack you in the face with a dictionary.

You make me feel like a pudgy, naked, winged child has shot an arrow into my chest cavity...

Ooh yeah baby, ignore me harder. Ooh yeah right there, don't text back.

My relationship is like my pet turtle, I don't have a pet turtle.

And, when she turned to me and said, "I love you, absolut*," I finally realized, she'd always love vodka, more than she could ever love me...

Funny, faithful, fashionable, nice, tall, well-built, rich men who love children & pets.

She is too beautiful. And her eyes are too beautiful,

to pluck out,
to try and blind her, from all that is wrong with me.

So, I'll just love her, from the shadows. It's better this way. Always is.
Always was... Superficial.

Bend
&
Bang

Even if I were
dying, lying,
broken,
I'd still want to
make you okay.
Because, I'm
not the centre
of the universe.

You are.

BEFORE SEX...YOU HELP EACH OTHER GET NAKED, AFTER SEX YOU ONLY DRESS YOURSELF.

MORAL OF THE STORY: IN LIFE NO ONE HELPS YOU

ONCE YOU'RE FUCKED.

Did you ever think you already found the love of your life but you let her go?
Fuck no that bitch was not good enough for me!!

I'M ON THAT NEW DIET WHERE YOU EAT EVERYTHING AND HOPE FOR A BIG MIRACLE.

Some TLC, wrapped in C&C, with a side of arse kicking, tap dancing, a "mermaid," and some secksie* saxophone.

Seems legit...

You forgot who I am?
Not surprising, really.
You're not yourself, when you're hungry...

Lust is saturday night; Love is sunday morning.

The unexpected is where you find the best treasures.

A jewel has brilliant fire, but gives no warmth.
Our hands are not so soft, but they can serve.
Our bodies not so white, but they are strong.
Our lips are not perfumed, but they speak the truth. Love is not an art to us.
It's life to us.

(The Ten Commandments)

mean people suck

I don't believe, we should omit any of our stories.
I believe we should be worthy enough, brave enough, and loving enough, to receive others, wholly. And to do that, we must bear, and accept, all; baring ourselves, entirely, in kind. Because the sad and the tragic are part of who we are, too.

A piece of my heart breaks whenever your eyes skip over me.

By the time you leave, my heart'll be nothing more than broken shards.

I'm not saying I did terrible things last night, but Satan woke up on my couch and won't make eye contact with me...

I was gonna take over the world
this morning, but I overslept.

Postponed.

Again.

The posts I write speak from many levels of my brain, my heart and my soul.

These posts save me from drowning in my own ideas.

Thank you guys for being the lifeboat that saves me from drowning.

It's not that
I can't do it.
It's that I do it
so well...
Last time,
I was gone
for decades.

You can walk around covered in shit because you expect everyone in the world will shit on you, but you're depriving yourself. Love is out there, but a lot harder to find...
covered in shit.
Make sense?

I wish I was falling asleep in your arms, and waking up in your dreams.

If I'm "psychotic," or have "psychosis," so does everyone else. Living does this. My fantasies are just different. Maybe I don't believe "too much." Maybe y'all don't believe enough...

#StayDreaming
#NoSleep
#PsychoticPsychosisBitchOut

We're
writing;
we're
touching
each
other.

S U P E R C A L I F R A G I L I S T I C F U C K M E A L I D O C I O U S

We're
writing;
we're
touching
each
other.

Just because I don't let go does not mean I am incapable of walking away, like you never knew me.

When you say
We belong to the light
We belong to the thunder
We belong to the sound of the words
We've both fallen under
Whatever we deny or embrace
For worse or for better
We belong, we belong
We belong together
(Pat Benatar)

Tell me your secret...
The one that will break my heart.
If I ever meant anything to you ; come clean and nix it.
If you ever meant anything to me; I'll find a way for us to fix it.
If you want to...
But even if you want to keep it broken.
Tell me. • apa

Drowning in my thoughts.

Seasick by my own mind.

Lets stack these 47 pillows on the bed every morning, throw them on the floor every night & repeat that everyday for no reason. ~ Women

If you want your children to be intelligent, read them fairytales.

If you want them to be more intelligent, read them more fairytales.

When she was five, she learned of the treasure she possessed, and the evil, that was ever-present to defile and steal it.

Then, the fairytales reinforced it, to ensure she would not believe she was her own; to be passed off, and owned... Until escape. Until she saved herself.

The breadcrumbs are words... But, if they spell nothing out, at the end of the story - they consume you - like a fiery oven.
And you drown in flames, oxygen waning.

Last thought:
Maybe they spelled out
a message
for somebody else...

Can february march?

No. But april may

Happiness is...

...a big smile from a stranger's baby.

The things I do
What I go through
And all I say
When I'm away
And what I make
The shit I take
Is something you already, already know...

(STAIND)

Actually, it's the wildest hearts that get broken, more often than the tamed. Because, tamed hearts are so, because they either settled for less than magical and extraordinary, or they already found it.

if you were a president,
you would be babe-raham lincoln.

let me
fall asleep
beside you
let me
spread my wings
underneath you
let me
scream in joy
right above you

Half of my feelings are doubts about the other half of my feelings.

Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got,
'Til it's gone
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot...

(JONI MITCHELL)

Ooo eee, ooo ah-ah ting tang
Walla walla, bing bang
Ooo-eee, ooo ah ah ting-tang, Walla-walla bing bang...

(The Witch Doctor)

Anyone notice the irony behind hyphenated & non-hyphenated?

Because, wishing catastrophes befall you, on your journey, won't make mine any easier.

Why do people say heads up when you should duck?

I wonder what you taste like

Your value does not decrease based on someone's inability to see your worth

ok i'm going to the gym now, not bragging just letting you know where to send the ambulance.

fly me to the moon
* * * * * * * *
* * * * * * *
and let me
play among
the stars

This isn't easy. Neither are we.
Or the stars that we're made of.
But it's all meant to be.

This isn't easy. Neither are we.
Or the stars that we're made of.
But it's all meant to be.

Men look at a women's behind and think "Wow, what an ass!"

Women look at a man's face and think the same thing.

ENJOY
YOUR
LI E
F

BE lieve in
YOU rself

$I've learned one thing from math: If it seems easy you're doing it wrong.$

I guess, I kept thinking
I'd have more time, to be about me; to be, for me. 'Cause I always only ever had me.
And they needed me.
It was what was necessary.
I was right.
But, I was wrong.
I was terribly wrong.
But, math was never my strong suit.

I'm sorry all I had to give wasn't worth anything.
But I gave it,
with my whole heart.
I believed it was everything important.

To whom i love my name is known

No.

You go with your heart bursting and bleeding. You go with your mind abuzz. You go lightning, waves, art, music blaring, stars, shooting. You go exploding, overflowing, caving in, and pushing out. You stain the world, back. And come back again; new.

I recently read: "Age dosint dafine wisdome," and thought to myself, "spelling might."

BE lieve in
YOU rself

ENJOY
YOUR
LI E
F

I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge. That myth is more potent than history. That dreams are more powerful than facts. That hope always triumphs over experience. That laughter is the only cure for grief. And I believe that love is stronger than death.

Half the world's starving;

the other half is trying to lose weight.

"You'll never truly know how damaged a person is until you try to love them."

You were so attractive until you texted me with your hideous grammar.

Let's celebrate the day you gave up on finding anyone better than me.

When I wake up I just want to go back to sleep, but I can't even escape in my dreams anymore...my fears and bad decisions have infested those too.

how they think about black ppl is so overated..its just a color we are all the same..

Im going to die..so y not LIVE

Dpoet

I can't believe it's been a year since I didn't become a better person.

In light years, we are as close as the stardust we are made of; mingling.
But, sometimes, we think too down-to-earth; here.
And we forget we can fly.
We let go of this elation.
And we feel a far-away that hurts, to numbness.
But we are still together; hurting. We still belong.
Together. • apa

The key to a successful relationship:
Settings >
Privacy >
Clear Browsing History

When you see a
"Do not touch" sign.

Hmm...

Girls lose weight and their tits get smaller. Guys lose weight and their dicks look bigger... Not fair.

That moment when you must recorrect auto correct correcting you, to properly swear in a text message.

I just don't know
what to say

I think of you every
night and day

I wish you were here

I wish I was there

I'd love to be with
you anywhere

I'm not an asshole. I'm actually one of the nicest people you'll ever meet. You're just pissed because I see right through your bullshit!

I know we are far away from each other, but in my thoughts you are always there, next to me.

This
is not Helvetica.

Do not call me perfect,
a lie is never a compliment.
Call me an erratic
damaged and
insecure mess.
Then tell me that you
love me for it.

• Beau Taplin,
"You're a fucking wreck and I love you for it."

Today I don't feel like doing anything.

Except you, I'd do you.

Do you think the universe fights for souls to be together?
Some things are too strange and strong to be coincidences.

• Emery Allen

If I marry a Canadian, I've decided that the children will be raised metric.

I believe in everything until it's disproved.
So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons.
It all exists, even if it's in your mind.
Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?

• John Lennon

I'd date you so hard, then marry the shit out of you.

The High Council, will indeed, be high. Stoners are lovahs*, not fightahs*. Therefore, we will always know peace. And every possible strain of Purple Haze...

I don't mean to be rude, but fuck you and shut up.

They tell me I'm weak, but I am strong. They tell me I'm worthless, but I am loved by many. They tell me I am nothing, but someday I'll be everything to someone.

I'll be the first to admit all the horrible, nasty things about myself. But, one thing I'm NOT, is a pathetic dumb bitch, who can't take a hint. I just prefer giving someone the opportunity to achieve the balls, to tell me they hate me, directly.

But, sometimes, a coward is a coward... Okay, then.

If you've Liked more than 15 of my posts over the past year, I assume you're okay with me putting you down as a personal reference on this job application, k?

Don't trust people who avoid the sun.
They're shady.

a lot of adults make fun of our generation but sometimes they forget that they're the ones who raised it

A world

with a little less selfies

and a little more selfless.

The immaterial things we do, for and with each other, will be the most profound.
They always were.
But we will know it's true.

The immaterial things we do, for and with each other, will be the most profound.
They always were.
But we will know it's true.

Sometimes I fantasize about a world where I'm in charge, chocolate makes you skinny, and everything is always 75% off.

be BIG

B ecause
I 'm
G ood

Today sucks. Let's bang the angry out of each other tonight.

Some talk to you in their free time
&
some free time to talk to you

My time is just as valuable as yours.

Just because I have a little more than you, don't assume my spending it with you, is any less a choice, than when you spend yours with me.

Accordingly, I'll know what to infer, when you don't.

there are poems inside of you

that paper can't handle

Nobody will ever love you as much as an artist can. On your worst days, they will find poetry in the knots of your hair.

She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.

I know why we're such good friends.

We hate all the same bitches.

By the power vested in me, I now pronounce you the biggest disappointment of my life...

You may now kiss my ass.

Everything I like is expensive, illegal, or won't text me back.

Fading like my feelings.

I'm never good enough for him and he's never changing for me... the problem is our love keeps us from going our separate ways.

I just want someone who wants to talk to me as much as I want to talk to them. Someone who's willing to get an hour less of sleep every night just to listen to me breathe on the phone. I want someone who misses me the second I hang up so they call me back just to tell me they love me.

Shit happens. Things change. Feelings fade. People grow. People leave.
Promises are forgotten.
Words are lost.
Roads are messy.
Feelings change. Things go astray. Shit happens.

I'm opening a gym called "Resolutions". It will have exercise equipment in it for the first two weeks, then it turns into a bar for the rest of the year.

I promise to (still) keep the door of my heart ajar. To continue to love freely, recklessly, never* too much, and "stupid foolish," as ever. But, I will no longer "drag" anyone through, unless they've explicitly expressed a desire to be there, with me. Here's to better days and mad love, for us, all.

Only 2 more days until millions of people join the gym for a week.

Heck is where you go if you don't believe in Gosh.

Keep trying to raise the bar.
Even when they try to use it, to beat the shit out of you.

Okay - ambushing police officers to express your disatisfaction, is neither meaningful, nor acceptable. Violence for violence, an eye for an eye... Whatever. Lame. When will people learn this only causes more hurt? Rediscover humanity. Fuck.

A recently departed soul just visited me in an exhausted catnap. She was telling me something. Not a warning, an explanation. Seems like a comfort. We were sitting in big armchairs, and she was smiling. But I can't recall what she said. So I'm writing it down. Because it happened. Really.

And I know, you will place your name on that list, of people who loved me true. But you are waiting, until others write, first; so your name will be there, but (hopefully) buried, where no one else sees. It's okay. I still love you; always. But, imagine what it was for me; when EVERYONE thought this way. And I stood there.

I've taken to calling you "mastercard."
Because you're everywhere I want to be.

Incorrigible flirting may belie the fact.
But, she's very selective.
In case you wondered; you're actually very fucking special.

Important encounters are planned by the souls long before the bodies see each other.

• Paulo Coelho

"You," he said, "are a terribly real thing, in a terribly false world, and that, I believe, is why you are in so much pain."

• Emilie Autumn

May he,
who is without judgment, get us all stoned.

If a picture of your cock is all you have to speak for yourself,
it just might be the perfect description...

*

Just promise me,
you will never* forget this PEoN, when you become a star.
That will be enough. That will be brilliant.

santa gets all the credit

and i get all the bills...

Lies and liars are
a dime a dozen.
If you really want
to shock me,
be consistantly authentic and truthful.

Oh come on!! It's not a power grab. It's a power give. And a trust. And a loyalty. It's a mutually-agreed upon resting spot for your wildest, most world - weary dreams. It's not an attack or a defense or a retreat. It's a surrender, a collaboration, and a resolve to stand your ground and try. It's love, fuckers.

When we arrive at the same perspectives, from different angles, what else could you attribute it to? We are stars in skymaps, colliding, clustering and exploding; together. We will find ourselves suspended, in a communal orbit. Or shoot passed each other, into the sun. But we will always know each other.

The thing about chaos, is that while it disturbs us, it too, forces our hearts to roar in a way we secretly find magnificent.

• Christopher Poindexter

Currently helping my son search for his chocolate that I ate last night.

We have each other and everything else is background noise.

I appreciate the opportunity to express myself. 'Cause in the real world, most of you wouldn't give me the time of day. So, thanks.

I like the idea
of my words
on your body
To make a mark,
that never goes away

A writer's dream
An honor
A legacy
Thank you

It's just common sense:

You can't be mad at someone for hating themselves, when they can only go by the example of your ignoring them
as if they were nothing.

Of all the books in the world, the best stories are found between the pages of a passport.

someday
someway

I'm a captain
Lost at sea
In the deep, heading straight to the bottom

Are you alone when you think of me?

Just take a deep breath
And watch me go down

• Mallory Knox

And I promise; I will not laugh, or revel in your pain, like you do, if, or when, it happens to you.

I promise, I will feel the hurt, for (and with) your wounded heart.

I will feel for (and with) YOU.

If you were sad, I wished you had said.
We could raise the roof or stand on our heads.
Whatever it took, 'til it took it away.
Wherever you've gone to,
I hope you're okay.
I hope you'll come back, and we'll laugh, once again. Wherever you are, be safe, my friend.

Was it
something
I said?

once you touched my heart, you will not get rid of me easily

No badge of honor.
Just a thought.
A big black truth.
A raging fire.
A cleansing rain.
That the tenderest of touches.
Often bloom
from having felt
the deepest pain.

*knocks on door*

"Hello. I would like to share a moment of your time, to talk with you, about White Cheddar CheezITs, my personal favorite flavor."

• JodieT*,
Jarlsberg Witness

ORCHESTRAL
MANEUVERS
IN THE
DARK*

The OTHER "OMD*"

I like the idea that someone, somewhere is made for you, forever.

How does Moses make coffee?

He brew.

The good news:
I will always love you.

The bad news(?):
I will always love you.

Please,
excuse me.
Right now,
the flame,
is pure blue.

Because, maybe the things you DON'T seem to care about knowing, reveal more about your true intentions, than what you (claim to) care about knowing.
And that's fucking tiring.
And sad...

this one is for the empty girl

the one whos laying on the floor
tryna breathe

the one who lost it all before she could even see

It's not that diabetes,
heart disease and obesity
runs in your family. It's that no one runs in your
family.

Some people work, full time, go to school, full time, and still sleep in their cars. And while they're fighting and trying and doing, they get called "loser," "bum," and "failure."

That's a fucking problem.

Don't bend; don't water it down; don't try to make it logical; don't edit your own soul according to the fashion. Rather, follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.

• Franz Kafka

I have just one word for beautiful women with questionable morals, poor decision making skills and an insatiable sex drive:

"Hi".

If you're just going to ignore the answer, why did you ask the question?

The zoo called, Hon.

The ducks want their faces back.

Hapenis

Of course I'll hurt you. Of course you'll hurt me. Of course we will hurt each other. But this is the very nature of existence. To become spring, means accepting the risk of winter. To become presence, means accepting the risk of absence.

• Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

kind, yes.
giving, yes.
caring, yes.
blind to b.s, yes.

Stupid, no...

-ChrisRota-

Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother.

- Khalil Gibran

Dating an ex is the equivalent of failing a test you already had the answers to.

Fun prank idea - suddenly start caring

I don't think I meet the height requirement to ride your emotional roller-coaster.

the only thing you should take personally
is your personality

Only very fit and healthy people have midnight snacks
It takes a great deal of physical and mental effort to get out of bed at such late hours

When someone tells me that "so & so" was talking shit behind my back I will usually bring to their attention that they are no better for doing the exact same thing...

-ChrisRota-

Sometimes I wonder,
other times I emit enough enlightenment to rival thunder.

Plunder that which truly lies under your excitement & chakra alignment,
that for which you hunger.

-ChrisRota-

Black & White

If the person your sleeping with is worried about you going through or answering their cell phone at ANY time, like if they sleep with their phones under their pillow & if they never leave it unattended (especially during an argument) than don't get too comfortable...
Either they don't trust you or they are involved & or communicating with other people on a level which you would not approve of or they may be making it appear that way in order to cause conflict, either way it's dishonest & it's playing games.
-ChrisRota-

If your heart were really broken you
would be
dead so
shut up!

Art washes away
from the soul the
dust of everyday
life

- Pablo Picasso

At some point, you
have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out, they fence you in. Life is messy, that's how we're made. So you can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them.

• Ellen Pompeo as
"Meredith Grey"

MY MONSTERS DIG
YOUR MONSTERS

You have a right
to feel everything, without being called stupid or foolish, by those who are not
brave enough to feel anything.

Um.

Okay...

Weep not,
for the hearts,
you've plundered,
or the souls,
you've maimed.
For, they died - open -
in a posture of loving,
and giving;
despite your mauling.
Weep for yourself,
and the causes.
For who, and how - you are.

Are you more afraid of your own thoughts;
or that you don't have any?

Election and erection almost have the same spelling, but they have the same meaning -

A dick rising to power.

I always thought my "Bound" fantasy would be a little different...

It is possible, plausible even to entertain the notion that we are too busy getting to know others instead of ourselves.
This is why I strongly believe that the only relationships worth developing, cultivating and nurturing in life are with those rare, once in a life time souls who help us to evolve, love and understand ourselves* by simply being themselves* Some people mirror and reflect back to us parts of who we are, if you don't like what you see than it is you who needs to change not that other person.

-ChrisRota-

Puke
on the lawn
for me...

I make
it there,
later,
but I get
there, honest.

The blurred picture around the smartphone is called life.

Maybe accident doesn't always
mean mistake.

The betrayal,
your perception of it,
everything that you know & feel,

it isn't real, what about that dream does to you appeal?...

-ChrisRota-

WHINY BOLD WINO BOLD
GIVE ME WINE
BOLD WINO OUT OF WINE
WHINY WINO

You will always be fond of me. I represent to you all the sins you never had the courage to commit.

• Oscar Wilde

Actually, when you do get an education and work hard and pay taxes, if you become unable to work, you SHOULD expect the government to assist you - without vilifying you - as that is part of the premise of "paying into the system."

We were being told that we somehow must become what we are not, sacrificing what we are, to inherit the masquerade of what we will be.

• Shane Koyczan

No, mom, that's not what "lesbians will rub off on you" means...

what part of
do myself don't i understand

If a liar tells you he's lying is he telling you the truth? In my experience / opinion a pathological liar in particular will always fight to perpetuate and keep alive his or her version of reality or *the lie*.
You must remember it is or has become their identity so they will not abandon it with ease and tranquility, so when their Web of lies is perceived to have been threatened or discovered they will try to defend their position by admitting to the lie and although they can seem very convincing honest and even remorseful they are doing it only because they suspect you may already know the truth. -Sincerely, ChrisRota-

Im a lover not a fighter..I just want to love and be happy..but in some cases love is not worth fighting for..because it hurts to much to hang on..best to throw in the towel and let go and move on

sincerly Dpoêt

u want me but at the moment I don't want you..now I think im ready to be with you..but now tables have changed you not ready for me..the things <3 can do to u..its a risk..but at times you can't be scared and just go in..and if you wait a little to long that persons heart can be with another

sincerely Dpoêt

How does one bro bromance the other?

Jus' sayin...

-ChrisRota-

I'm not interested in how to hurt you.
That's too easy. Everyone knows how to hurt.
I want to know what heals you.
I want to know what makes you feel alive.

We're so engaged in doing things to achieve purposes of outer value,
that we forget the inner value, the rapture that is associated with being alive, is what it is all about.

• Joseph Campbell

If I give you my love, friendship, understanding, and/or trust,
and you choose to abuse it, for folly,
my feelings are hurt,
but my soul is intact.
My soul, is stronger, in fact.
Yours is damaged.
Yours is weaker.

The useful part about me is, that I heal quickly. Even when it's just a patch-job of a scab.

the sad truth is that sincerity is constantly doubted in today's society. nobody can receive a compliment, answer a question or have a normal conversation without questioning the other person's motives.

Every time I actually get out and try to be social,

I meet shady, fucking flaky-as-hell people and wish to just sit at home again. >_<

if energy can neither be created nor destroyed, what if our souls are a fragmented collection of other people's souls from the past and future? what if our dreams are their memories?

n(ex)t

you. me. friends. more. want. burn. lust. ache. fire. passion. ecstasy. love. possibility. forever. false. confusion. unnatural. hurt. denial. rejection. them. him. her. why. foolish. enough. sorry. deserving. better. more. forfeit. ignore. leave. forget. heal. forward. life. time. again. friends. me. you.

THIS
RELATIONSHIT
IS
OVER

you don't have control
you don't have control
you don't have control
you don't have control
you don't have control
you don't have control
you don't have control
you don't have control
you don't have control
you don't have control
you don't have control
ctrl + alt + delete

we can either have a long drawn out conversation through which I will eventually convince, trick or guilt you into doing or giving me what I want or we can skip all that b.s if you'd just kindly know your role n play it.

-ChrisRota-

one day im either gonna look back and laugh about all this or your gonna look back see me behind you and die over all this.

-ChrisRota-

She's smart. She's a smartass.
She's funny.
She's kind.
She's respectful.
She's talented.
She's my star.
She's sixteen!

My whole life feels like when you wave at someone who was waving at someone behind you.

I love you, I love you, I love you I do, but don't get excited I love monkey's too.

:p -ChrisRota- ; p

Deciding you like to swing both ways is not offensive, deciding to overcompensate to hide it by acting like a dickbag, and making gay slurs,
is offensive.

Word.
If I disappear, I hope I'm not dead.

Karma is that thing that happens when you speak or act against someone with more spiritual "bank" than you could ever hope to possess, and get others to go along. Don't fret.
Theirs is coming, too.

I gotta say it's been a brilliant ongoing execution of an overt/covert plan, the only inherent problem I forsee is that the human mind & the ego will not allow someone to simply let go of things & people who have impacted their outlook on life, love, themselves & other's in such a profound way, not good or bad just profound. At some point the curtains must close and the cast revealed for our nature wil not allow us to go on living in complete compliance & ignorant bliss it will eventually destroy itself or others because we will always come back to the truth we have experienced, the truth known not by the mind but the heart. -ChrisRota-

The human mind & the ego will not allow someone to simply let go of things & people who have impacted their outlook on life, love, themselves & other's in such a profound way, not good or bad just profound. At some point the curtains must close and the cast revealed for our nature wil not allow us to go on living in complete compliance & ignorant bliss it will eventually destroy itself or others because we will always come back to the truth we have experienced, the truth known not by the mind but by the heart. We yearn to be told, to feel, to know if true love is evil & sellfish or all that is good & selfless.
-ChrisRota-

I don't believe that you'd do that to us,
I don't accept it,
I wont accept it, because to do so would make this entire struggle worthless, void of all meaning, and I'm just too well meaning, too full of life to have someone as lovely as you take it all away from "us"

-ChrisRota-

if my last name was "Time" I'd totally become a Catholic priest...

(excuse me Father Time do you have a minute)

-ChrisRota-

the later it gets the more stupider my posts will be cum so Goodnight everyone, I hope I didn't sound as look as I dumb...

-c.r-

Like it
lick it
wank it
munch it
spank it
slurp it
tweak it
bold it
we've been here before
it's always this way...
repost
repeat

I know how u like it, in & out, slowly gently, without pulling out, cum out slow, enter hard, harder, u're close, closer, i pull ur hair, u moan & look at me with wild eyes, that wide eyed stare which i will not shy away from, i know what ur going to ask me, so I tell u what u're dying to say but simply cannot & it's exactly what u want deep down inside of u, as ur eyes begin to roll I pull ur long hair which I have yet to let go of just a little harder in order to jerk ur awareness back into the present of the moment, the momentum is building to a climax and as u erupt so do i, i slap ur ass & kiss you hard on the lips and say "I fucking love u babe" -ChrisRota-

Perhaps, rather than suggesting "surrender," the stealthy statement was a subversion of the "white flag," a blotting out, of pride, a whitewashing, of ALL flags, in favor of a universal banner; appealing to the humanity in all of us.

Well, yeah,
nausea being a feeling, I guess you could say I have feelings for you...

Sucking the cream out at the end is the best part!!

I
like
filling
your
spaces
with, words.
Even
better,
when
giving
those words,
meaning.

Dive deep into my abyss, my lack of bliss, experience all that I miss,
the kiss I blew to you, lost in the wind, I know that I've sinned but that I've been forgiven, I've given much of myself to you through the same damn commitment turned to resentment, committed things I've omitted in confession and those are apparent in my reflection, what I see in the mirror, the terror instilled in terrified terrorized eyes of those whom I victimized or so I surmised and compromised my character, so I say yes to the nay sayers, for all the world's a stage & all the men & women are merely players...
-ChrisRota-

Don't look for Love. Quietly give it away and let it find you back...

I believe there are angels among us < 3

I will never understand why British people lose their accents when they sing.

I was choosing a password for my email, I tried BrazilDefence but it was too weak.

It really is a bad idea to piss off someone who is slow to anger. They will eventually respond. And you won't like it.

I do not like you

You will never be grilled cheese

You make my mouth sad

Never, ever, ever, ever, underestimate your frienemies*

You clean up well, but I love it when you're dirty.

The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we've lived a thousand lives before this one and in each of them we've found each other.
• Nicholas Sparks

It's not so bad realizing you could have made different choices, or even wanting a second chance. But before you THINK about asking, settle old business first, and come fucking CORRECT.

Success*
is...
failure in excess. -ChrisRota-