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Rebold if you've made a friend you'd like to hang with but they live in a land far away
Drink your coffee, 
eat your breakfast,
listen to the birds, watch the birds,
accept the limitations
of the day as it unfolds,
enjoy the small progress you make
towards the beautiful moment.
I have no doubt my life will have a fairy tale ending, but like a German one.
why is there never enough time to do it right, but somehow there's always enough  time to do it over?
IN A WORLD WHERE YOU CAN BE ANYTHING...

BE FRIENDLY!
there isnt a word yet..                                     for old friends who've just met
Do you know how I know that God is NOT a woman? Because if God were a woman, something on Earth might actually get done!
One of the few real constants in my life is that I've always bought books. 
 I buy lots of books.
 I spend hours at bookstores, but I buy books on a whim, impulsively, for the most part. With embarrassing nonchalance. 
 I buy books when I hear about them; I buy books because I know the author; I buy books because I like their cover (yes, I judge books by their cover); 
 I buy books because I like the font they're written in and their page format and the line spacing and several other insignificant things that are important to me. 
And I buy books for a host of other random reasons.
nothing in the world can bother you as much as your own mind.    -Ravi Shankar
Procrastination is totally a good thing.  You always have something to do tomorrow, plus you have nothing to do today.
happy boldday to me - 8 years today!
Which costs more? The lies we sometimes tell to others or the lies we continually tell ourselves?



Dear Facebook:
Please stop showing me people I might know. 

I know them, I just don't like them.
Water seeks its own level.
So does character.
Some people just suck the fucking nice right out of you...



UNCIRCUMCISED?
HEY, AT LEAST YOU HAVE ONE HOODIE SHE CAN'T STEAL.
THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH HAVING A TREE AS A FRIEND.
I'VE BEEN ON BOLDIMATIC SO LONG I REMEMBER WHEN THIS WAS ALL FARMLAND!!!?
when you talk you are only repeating something you already know. but, if you listen you may learn something new.
I'm so sick of ugly. I'm not talking about physical looks. I'm talking about ugly hearts, ugly souls, and ugly actions.
I'm thinking about joining the cicadas this summer and screaming for six weeks straight





100%,
Cleaning up complete it says,
Wheel of doom still spins.
Boldomatic: sometimes it's the brain; sometimes it's the heart, sometimes it's the all; sometimes it's a part, sometimes it's Mark Twain; sometimes 
Jean-Paul Sarte.
Me: *finally gets 8 hrs of sleep"

My Neck and Back: "congratulations, but you did it wrong"
Rebold if you've made a friend you'd like to hang with but they live in a land far away
when your heart is more fragile than your best efforts & your head has survived AWOL screws that have long since fled the scene - that angst!
Water seeks its own level.
So does character.
Some people just suck the fucking nice right out of you...
happy boldday to me - 8 years today!
I'm so sick of ugly. I'm not talking about physical looks. I'm talking about ugly hearts, ugly souls, and ugly actions.
Wenn wir die ganze Wahrheit wüssten, hätten wir weniger Angst oder mehr?
It's already written about you. Find a way that you can use your pain to connect with other people's pain.  You were made for this. I know I am made for this.
Do not let your emotions to dictate your attitude.  Use your emotions to build you up, not tear your down.
“being born a woman is my awful tragedy. from the moment i was conceived i was doomed to sprout breasts, ovaries rather than penis, scrotum; to have my whole circle of action, thought/feeling rigidly circumscribed by inescapable feminity. yes, my consuming desire to mingle with road crews, sailors, soldiers, bar room regulars, be a part of a scene, anonomous, listening, recording - all spoiled by the fact that i am a girl, a female always in danger of assault/battery. my consuming interest in men, their lives is misconstrued as a desire to seduce them, as an invitation to intimacy. yet, god, i want to talk to every body i can as deeply as i can. i want to be able to sleep in an open field, to travel, to walk freely at night." Sylvia Plath.
Thing is, even if heart hurt is tiring, self consuming, soul seeping, still, self will soldier on - that battle










 Uncomfortable silence.

Don't hate anyone. It's a trap.
Ein Gott, der zwei Städte für Alkohol und Prostitution in Schutt und Asche gelegt hat, aber Auschwitz ohne Reaktion geschehen ließ, kann man getrost vergessen.
Protestors cut Tube Man free; sudden brazen breeze blows liberty even further! I feel such an envy!!


I think beer is man's greatest invention. 

The wheel is pretty good too, but it does not taste as well with food.
no love, no friendship, can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever
life is slippery. here, take my hand
your manager/boss has a greater impact on your mental health than any therapist
life gives more second chances than most people think
people who do things to jeapordize relationships bc they think their relationship is strong enough to survive anything, almost never have a strong relationship to begin with
you worry too much - you make yourself sad.. you cant change fate, so dont feel so bad..  enjoy it while you can - its just like the weather..  so quit complaining, brother - no one lives forever!          -oingo boingo no one lives forever (my fave boingo)
I didn't serve in the military but I am a veteran of the wars I fight in my head every day 

(and also of a thousand psychic wars #BOC)
Toxic people see your boundaries as a slight against them, when truth be told, it was their toxic behavior that created the need for those boundaries in the first place

It's not illegal. It's just frowned upon. Like masturbating on an airplane.
laundry today 
or 
naked tomorrow
You look like something 
I draw with my left hand.
There is a big difference between a guy and a girl saying,

"I went through an entire box of tissues during that movie."
Whenever I delete an app on my phone, 
the shaking icons make me feel like they're all panicked over who's getting axed •
My doctor asked if anyone in my family was suffering from mental illness. I said; "no, we all seem to enjoy it"
I HOPE YOUR DAY IS AS NICE AS YOUR BUTT

If I wanted to kill myself I would climb your ego and jump to your IQ.





     LISTEN TO SILENCE
With the right music, you either forget everything or you remember everything
I love waving at random people,  because you know for the rest of the day they're trying to figure out who the hell you were.

If your religion is worth killing for, please start with yourself
Voices in your head - normal

Listening to them - common

Arguing with them - acceptable

Losing the argument - BIG PROBLEM
i just burnt my tongue on some food 

they say the ones you love hurt you the most


THIS "NORMAL" YOU SPEAK OF DOESN'T SOUND FUN AT ALL.

Adam and Eve were the first people to agree to the Apple terms and conditions without reading them.
Sun goes down earlier for short people.


If you think the things I say out loud are bad, you should hear the things I keep to myself.
justice is
a beautiful concept.
unicorns too.
I wanted to write down exactly what I felt but somehow the paper stayed empty 


and I could not have described it any better
Build your own dreams, or someone else will hire you to build theirs.
10% of conflicts are due to differences in opinion. 

90% are due to wrong tone of voice.
I like to be alone. 
But I would rather be alone with you.
i've
fallen
in love
with you,

but you
don't exist.