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I LIED AND SAID I WAS BUSY. I WAS BUSY; BUT NOT IN THE WAY MOST PEOPLE UNDERSTAND,
I WAS BUSY TAKING DEEPER BREATHS,
I WAS BUSY CALMING A RACING HEART,
I WAS BUSY TELLING MYSELF I AM OK,
SOMETIMES THIS IS MY BUSY AND I WILL NOT APOLOGISE FOR IT.