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I cannot spend a Holiday alone at my home.

I always had Mom by my side, no matter how she felt. 

So during this time of year, I disappear into myself. I blame it on being born on Christmas and knowing the real meaning.

It is not about gifts, it is about memories. I can still make them & come home. I just cannot make new memories here. I am not that strong, yet. I cannot spend a Holiday alone at my home. I always had Mom by my side, no matter how she felt. So during this time of year, I disappear into myself. I blame it on being born on Christmas and knowing the real meaning. It is not about gifts, it is about memories. I can still make them & come home. I just cannot make new memories here. I am not that strong, yet.
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