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...And as the lonely darkness once again surrounds my body and mind, I feel relieved to have survived yet another day, though a little spark is hoping... hoping that this day maybe was the last. So that the pressure is gone and the weak limited body is no longer holding me down. For everyday I strife for the freedom i once had in both mind and body, well knowing that that time is gone. Closing my eyes to imagine the beauty but still trapped like a beast in a cage, whispering "hold me i'm scared". Oh as the darkness comes i feel... relieved ...And as the lonely darkness once again surrounds my body and mind, I feel relieved to have survived yet another day, though a little spark is hoping... hoping that this day maybe was the last. So that the pressure is gone and the weak limited body is no longer holding me down. For everyday I strife for the freedom i once had in both mind and body, well knowing that that time is gone. Closing my eyes to imagine the beauty but still trapped like a beast in a cage, whispering "hold me i'm scared". Oh as the darkness comes i feel... relieved
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